失落...

I hope you did't lie me
when carmen tell me something
my tears almost drop down...
when together...
is that's a lie?
Are you a liar?
i hope you are not
i'm sorry
very sorry...
i need say sorry for myself
sorry because i have lie myself
i lie myself that i am very happy now
i lie my K brother i will less cry
but, i'm really sorry 
i can't do that
i also hope
i hope i don't dream you
i hope you sms me
i hope you call me
BUT...
all is just a HOPE
i never feel tried when i'm waiting you
but i feel tried in life
just in my LIFE
i know...
if i'm gonne
my parents
my k brother
my k sister
and all of my friend
i know them will sad
i know them will angry
i know them will disappointed
i also know them very care me
but i'm so sorry 
i have hurt myself
i really hope you come back
i really hope you will treat me like before 
huh... tried...
non stop crying everyday
i cry for you
i hope you know that
i will pray for you everyday
hope you happy everyday
hope you have a nice day 
i know god will help you 
i know god will protect you forever